
Seriously: what the fuck is going on here?
The lack of coherence to this world—
>Lady Gaga referring to herself
»to her sales
»to her songs
>wearing unwearable things
>transitioning between dancing writhing
>being captured and having free reign
>speaking English, gibberish, and gibberish French
—is astounding.


i went to visit her a week before she died, and she looked beautiful. her hair was always curled — appointment every thursday, thank you very much — but she wore it straight now because she couldn’t really make it out of bed, much less out of the house. the hospice nurse told my father and i that grandmother was experiencing a “rally day” — she was eating, and seemed to feel ok. the nurse told us this typically happened near the end. i told grandmother that straight hair was a good look for her.